More water slides past. I am surrounded by swirling fog, gazing down at the black, black water, tickled white by the ship's swift passing. A line from Kipling's Pict Song keeps coming back to me: "We are the worm in the wood!" I am very much the outsider on this boat full of Americans: hovering just out of sight, in the shadows, disappearing as soon as I'm seen. I am the worm in the wood!
Unbeliever
Don’t turn your head
Unbeliever
Don’t turn your head
when shadows flicker,
deceiving the eye.
By the time you turn,
I’ll be gone.
Who am I? You know,
you’ve always known.
I am
the young one, carelessly laughing
at your fear.
I am
the lost one, wilfully straying
from The Path.
I am
the old one, fiercely living
where you have bowed your head.
I am
the grim one, always alone,
facing the storm
embracing the gale
smiling into the teeth of the tempest.
I am
the forgotten one, remember me?
How you could have been …